fuck.

Okay. Im blogging here cause i realise there's lack of posts.
Recently i just celebrated my mum's birthday. Shees.
She was touched from the bouquet of roses by me.
Teeheee....but too bad, im just plain lazy to upload it. (:
Seriously, these few weeks are damn packed like shit.
Especially with talks for final year projects. Totally shitcraps.
Its like sooo soon?!?! WTF. All my friends haven't even start on talks or elective modules.
Ohcrap. And now we're like half done for projects only. Especially BMRENG assignment.
Luckily this thursday is public holiday. If not, i seriously don't know how to survive till then.

And 19th nov is the start of mid semester test. Oh how great can that be.
First, its right after my birthday.
Secondly, all 5 modules are tested on every single day till friday.
Thirdly, most of the tests are in the morning. EEEEEKKSSSS!!!!
You tell me, how to survive?? Yet, its like 1 week from now, and i haven't even revise all the modules?!?! Its like OMG!!! I can feel that my GPA is gonna drop badly.
Shit. I can even feel the terror inside me.
Everything looks so smooth, but in my heart, its just all gone case.
Ahh, thats what my horoscope says so. Shees, looks so true.

Im gonna flunk my modules this sem. Sometimes, i really feel like crying.
I don't know why. Cause i always find that flunking tests is the worse i can ever accept.
I already experienced it, i don't wish to experience it again.
Sometimes, i feels that im kinda stupid. I don't know why and please don't ask me why.



Walking down the road, lonely and scared.
Feeling so helplessly and no one for comfort.
Clouds gathered, rain started pouring,
Sometimes im wondering if thats my tears or its just the raindrops.
Loves, kate