Library(!!!)

♥They are my light, my soul, my everything♥

Early in the morning, i had to force myself to wake up. LOLE. And yes, meeting ridhwan to study at JE library.
Hehs. Sorry dude, i was late. (: Did the chocolate make you happy? Hahas!
Ohwell, started memorising BMRENG stuffs. OMFGOSH! You know, i can't even concentrate when there's this bunch of "blangahs" talking loudly behind us. Shit them. Oh, i changed my braces colours again. Tsktsk.
This time, dentist did not scold me. The gum and bleeding problems was alright. :DD
Eeyurr. I don't like my braces colour. Prrfft.. Sooo blue-ish(!!)
That idiot had to leave early when fazli and wannie came. (-.-") Had lunch with them.
I can't imagine i had 3 consecutive days of fastfoods. KFC, Mac, KFC again. From thursday to saturday.
So fcuking unhealthy. Now i feel like puking all of them out. Ohmygod~

Oh well, i can't believe i've been chiong-ing my stuffs for exams. Seriously, i do not have much time left.
And i have not done RWP report. Cause that fcuking teacher haven't brief our report outline. BUSTED.
[projects + exams = die fangfang die]


Now im starting to panick. But i know its all too late.
I can't believe i ruin my future because of my lazyness. Its so not worth it.
And yet, now im trying hard to salvage everything.
Can anyone help me? I feel so useless, helpless, not independant which i used to be.
I really feel like crying. But, the tears are useless. Not anymore.
I really don't know. I just need someone right now, to console me, to guide me to the right path.


Nights and sweetest dreams.

Loves,
kate