in my dreams.

Revival of the old times.

Staying at home whole day seriously helps me alot. however sacrifice by missing out 2 meetings dampen me. im glad i never wasted yesterday. studied quality&reliability module and finished up the mst papers. im proud of myself. for one day at least. daddy was surprised too. coping myself whole day inside the studyroom. daddy was preparing for his exams too. yea, construction supervisor exams whatever shit. a 1 year term modules. if he can do it, why can't i?? i remind that myself. comparing an old and a young ones, its shameful enough not to surpass him. disappointing them is what i do. making them happy is what a daughter failed to do. well, you can say im gladly ashame of myself these past few years. since young till now.
im sorry daddy & mummy.
im just not the perfect daughter that you always wanted.


By the way, i loathe rumours. totally spoiled my everything.
I loathe people who spread malicious gossip.
Me & him is totally impossible. im gonna vent my anger if anyone continues.
Oh i took someone's ruler accidentally. Anyone lost his/hers? Lol.


p/s: Im smiling gleefully. Thanks for the day. ((((:


With loves,
kate.