I finally took up this courage to ask for resign. Finally im quiting my job end of this month. I was at the end of breakdown last two days. Trying to pretend during work seems so tough. Not because of this matter, but just something thats bothering me. Ever since then, i've been having cold wars with my mum. Only dad was supporting me. And at this moment when i needed someone, im glad that i have two people who text and called me. That is yanti and lina. Thinking about suicide and running away from home seems to be the stupidest thing ever i had thought of. And its not always the first time. Not thinking but did before seems so unbelievable. Im not always that happy go lucky girl next door which you've known.


xoxo