This is it.

Today is the day. The day i received my results at 8pm. You know i just can't fucking sit down and relaz treating nothing has happen. I need to face it alone later. Nobody's by my side for the first time. You know, ive never checked my results myself. I know im timid & not courageous enough. That's just me. I just can't change myself. After today, i believe im gonna break down. Thinking about it, i don't know who i should confide to. I just need someone to hear my sorrows. But im really glad 3 of my best friends called/text me. However, whos gonna be by my side? I am feeling emotional and stress right now. Its never been like this before. Can't believe im shedding my tears while typing this. I know after sleeping, its gonna be a new day. However everythings gonna change my whole life. Totally tarnish my life. How i wish there's a bottle of sleeping pills right beside me and i'll just sleep forever without knowing it.


Loves,
Kate